For Rachel

The sun’s bursting light,

Shrill and squeak,

Passes through the bedroom window as thinly sliced rainbows:

Pastel sherbet, pink, orange, red, yellow, lime and citrus,

Filling the room with

The colors of her make up sponge.

 

On the closet door, the sun is a brilliant white triangle

Glowing softly on blankets, pillows and curtains.

There are shadow bars on the ceiling, the hollow reflections of a fish tank.

And on the dresser silver glitter, a mirror and alarm clock.

A low table near the sliding glass doors,

bears small pots filled with dark powder- black, ash, deep purple and tan-

Stuffed with tiny spoons and brushes.

 

She wets her face,

(A blue ribbon holds her hair)

And kneels near the table in an ivory silk robe

Decorated with red, yellow and blue circles that roll into

The robe’s gentle folds, turns and reluctant soft falls.

 

With the sponge, she

Smoothes her cheeks

Pink, tan and avocado.

Pulls her hair,

Licks her finger to blend the corner of her mouth.

 

Then opens the curtains;

Only white light.

 

Through the window,

Butterflies with crayon colored wings

Carried along by currents in the air,

Wheel awkwardly through the garden,

With wire insects, hair clip grasshoppers,

cotton moths,

and salt and pepper gnats.

The Words

I watch the movies like everyone else but

In the lining of the curtains,

the background singers’ harmony,

the hum of the air conditioner and

the occasional small talk, I hear someone speaking without stopping.

Through the airport and restaurant announcements,

the songs and the Gospel,

(tireless and determined)

sometimes loud, shocking and alarming,

and always there.

It is my voice, but I do not understand the words.

BWGS REDUX

BWGS has been revised and posted under Short Fiction. Take a look, hope you enjoy it.

Co-Pay

My first dream on moving back to the US was that I cut off my own right leg to avoid an $18 co-pay.

I don’t remember what was wrong with my leg. I  hope it was worth it.